I always tell my friends that it was so easy for me to move on. How easy it was for me to get over you.
I forgot.
I forgot to tell them that I wake up everyday at 3 in the morning clutching my chest because my heart aches so bad. I forgot to tell them that when I pass by the places that we used to go, I look away. I forgot to tell them that when I smell someone wearing the same perfume as you, I'll lock myself in the toilet trying to dry my eyes. I forgot to tell them that even in my sleep, I still feel the pain when you left. I forgot to tell them that I still look for you in the crowd. I forgot to tell them that when I check my messages, I still look for your name. I forgot to tell them that I still hope for your name to pop up on my phone screen so we could talk for hours like we used to every night.
I'm sorry that I lied. It was never easy.
